Resentment

There would have been no story without the amazing song by Beyoncé. Originally, I had an original story that was based on the song, but I never finished it. I'd planned to write Realize and another story at the same time, it was supposed to be a JasperxVictoria story called "Nameless Angel" but it just didn't work out. I needed to come up with something quick and that's when I found the original story of mine titled "Resentment" and decided that I would re-write it with Twilight characters. When I was developing the characters, I thought that Leah or Rosalie would be perfect as a lead and I decided on Leah since I was going through a major Blackwater phase and because of the history with Emily.

So here's a youtube video of the audio and with the lyrics to the song:

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Eclipse hadn't come out when I wrote this so I hadn't really pictured anyone as Leah. However, I think Julia Jones is an amazing choice. She's pretty, but she has a tough kind of look about her and I think it perfectly matches her character in this story. I know everyone knows what she looks like, but here's just a great picture of her.

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I think I described Emily as being very beautiful so I kind of always knew how I pictured her. I actually pictured her as very beautiful pornstar named Jenaveve Jolie. I believe she's part Native American so it's kind of perfect.

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 I really fell in love with Rachel when I was writing. When I posted the epilogue, I had it take place 7 years later on purpose so that Rachel would be 18. I found a picture of how I pictured her, so it's more for the sequel because this is how I picture her looking when she's a little older.

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Already Gone by Kelly Clarkson was a big inspiration when writing the break up chapter, I lisened to it on repeat. Kelly looks really pretty in the video, so here it is.

The part of the lyrics that were the biggest inspiration was this part:

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

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 So speaking of the sequel... I'm still not sure what I'm going to do about it. I don't really write het anymore (even though I love this story) and I read so much Blackwater that I still need a break from it. I'm thinking of asking a friend if she wouldn't mind writing it for me, or if any of the reviewers wouldn't mind trying to write it. If you're interested, just contact me and hopefully we can work something out.