Resentment

There would have been no story without the amazing song by Beyoncé. Originally, I had an original story that was based on the song, but I never finished it. I'd planned to write Realize and another story at the same time, it was supposed to be a JasperxVictoria story called "Nameless Angel" but it just didn't work out. I needed to come up with something quick and that's when I found the original story of mine titled "Resentment" and decided that I would re-write it with Twilight characters. When I was developing the characters, I thought that Leah or Rosalie would be perfect as a lead and I decided on Leah since I was going through a major Blackwater phase and because of the history with Emily.

So here's a youtube video of the audio and with the lyrics to the song:

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Eclipse hadn't come out when I wrote this so I hadn't really pictured anyone as Leah. However, I think Julia Jones is an amazing choice. She's pretty, but she has a tough kind of look about her and I think it perfectly matches her character in this story. I know everyone knows what she looks like, but here's just a great picture of her.

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I think I described Emily as being very beautiful so I kind of always knew how I pictured her. I actually pictured her as very beautiful pornstar named Jenaveve Jolie. I believe she's part Native American so it's kind of perfect.

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 I really fell in love with Rachel when I was writing. When I posted the epilogue, I had it take place 7 years later on purpose so that Rachel would be 18. I found a picture of how I pictured her, so it's more for the sequel because this is how I picture her looking when she's a little older.

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Already Gone by Kelly Clarkson was a big inspiration when writing the break up chapter, I lisened to it on repeat. Kelly looks really pretty in the video, so here it is.

The part of the lyrics that were the biggest inspiration was this part:

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

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 So speaking of the sequel... I'm still not sure what I'm going to do about it. I don't really write het anymore (even though I love this story) and I read so much Blackwater that I still need a break from it. I'm thinking of asking a friend if she wouldn't mind writing it for me, or if any of the reviewers wouldn't mind trying to write it. If you're interested, just contact me and hopefully we can work something out.

Double Trouble

So I definitely think that this is my naughtiest and most taboo story, it's one of my favorites though. So I described what the twins looked like, but here's how I pictured them:

So of course I think Cam looks the best with his short, brown hair, but I still think he's smoking hot with that blonde ponytail!

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I definitely ended this in a way so that it was satisfying, but also where I could add on to it if I wanted to. I've already started the next chapter, I have no idea when I'll finish it, but be on the look out for it!

Want To

I decided to add the video to "Want To" by Sugarland and also the lyrics. Jennifer Nettles looks so beautiful in the video and I love the lyrics. I never planned on writing a story based on the title or lyrics but after watching an interview with them talking about the song, it inspired me. Basically, they said it was about taking any kind of relationship to the next level.

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Video:

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I'm just going to post the chorus:

 

Whole world could change in a minute
Just one kiss could stop this spinning
We could think it through
But I don't want to, if you don't want to
We could keep things just the same
Leave here the way we came, with nothing to lose
But I don't want to, if you don't want to

 

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The first chapter of this story actually had something resembling a plot, but the other chapters were pretty much just there for me to practice writing smut since I was still new at it. The timing of when I posted this story was done purposely because *spoiler alert if you haven't read my story Realize* the first full lemon I was supposed to write was the rape scene for Realize and I didn't want that to be my first anal scene so I had to come up with something for another story to write. I was so new at writing smut at the time that I looked at pictures of different positions. One of the pictures that inspired me was this one:

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I like the ending and I think it kind of fits the nature of the story, but I've been thinking of writing an epilogue or just a random scene in the future. I'm not sure when, but I will hopefully get to it eventually!

Can't Take My Eyes Off You

I posted a picture of how I imagined Jasper, but here it is again.

I picked him because I really wanted to picture a hot blonde and I love his hair. His hair hides his face especially in this picture and that's the kind of look that I was going for.

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This is honestly one of my favorite stories and one that I'm the most proud of. I want to explore writing creepy James because it was fun. It's one of the very few stories that I pretty much wrote in one sitting. I'm not sure when I'll get around to it, but I definitely want to add either an epilogue type chapter in the future or a flashback chapter with Jasper/Victoria and James/Emmett.



When Hate Turns To Love

I posted a picture of how I imagined my OC Alejandra, but here it is again.

I  think that she was a perfect fit because she's absolutely gorgeous, her hair, her skin tone, her lips, her eyes and her figure were just exactly what I pictured in my head.

This was my first story and I've grown so much since I wrote it. I'm planning to edit it eventually. I'm not going to change any of the actual plot so once it's rewritten, you don't have to read it over again. Basically, I'm editing it so I can feel better about the story.

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So... I got bored one day and I actually started writing a little bit of the sequel for this story on my BlackBerry. I'm not exactly sure what made me want to write it, but I just started writing it. I have about half of the first chapter written. So I'll give you guys a little sneak preview!

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 Alejandra's POV
 

"Baby, I don't like it," Emmett whispers in my ear.

"It'll be fine, Em. He's just taking me hunting," I assure him.

"I know, but I don't trust him. I don't like the way he looks at you," He continues.

"I wasn't aware that he looked at me a certain way," I comment.

Emmett kisses my cheek. "Of course not, but I notice. He looks like he's still in love with you."

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 That's pretty much all that I have for this story. I already explained why I decided to post it and I don't have much to offer about where the idea came from. I just wrote it a long time ago before I discovered AH fan fiction. Before AH, I basically wrote stories with OCs.



Welcome!

I want to welcome everyone to my blog and thank everyone for coming by! :)

As I've already stated, I will be using this blog for my fan fictions. Basically all of my extra goodies like pictures, videos, lyrics, and just background information will be posted here. I had the idea to do this a while ago, but I just never got around to actually doing it. After reading The Twilight Saga The Official Illustrated Guide, I became inspired to really do this for real.

I'm really struggling with my stories and a lot of them are old, so I wasn't sure how I wanted to handle those stories, but I decided that some reviewers might be interested in some of the things that I'll post, so there will pretty much be something for every story.

Again, thanks for stopping by and I really hope that you'll enjoy yourself! :)